this era of celebrities who appear so visually flawless and attractive that it makes them register as unattractive is such a weird mindfuck like i could name 200 celebrities that people think are extremely beautiful/handsome and i’m not denying that they are but it’s just that they have so many cosmetic procedures that in my brain they register more like wax figures than human beings and it’s like i can’t imagine them having sex or have any desire for them because it seems so unreal. they’ve been like altered to look like if you saw them naked they would just have a blank mound of flesh where their genitals should be like a barbie
growing up is an endless process of me looking back at younger versions of myself and being like…. wow she was so young. but look how well she did with what she knew
how lovely to think that there is a future me out there thinking this exact same thing about present me
